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May. 7th, 2007 03:13 pm
blindingtrust: (Interesting)
The flowers were unexpected, but of course well liked. She wasn’t sure what to think of it. Nor the note that he had done up that came with the flowers. Every time she reread that note she felt a surge of anger. She didn’t want someone telling her how to live her life.

Yes, she knew Gotham was dangerous. Had known about it for a long time. She even moved to different buildings to stay safe. She was surprised at how angry one man could get her. She would like to yell at him if she had the chance. He would get a tongue lashing for presuming he knew her life better than she did. But the flowers made her blush and she didn’t understand why. Sure he was a piece of man flesh but normally she could ignore that. She thought about it and decided it was because he was a stranger and it was odd to get flowers from strangers. Then she thought about the note and decided he wasn’t the kind of person she’d want to get to know better.

But she did have ideas. It wouldn’t be so hard to go take self-defense classes. Maybe aikido or something else in that realm. She needed a chance to test her limits physically first. Learn what she was really capable of without putting her life in danger. That and she had a few ideas for keeping herself armed while moving around the city. She’d ask around the Nexus about that a few more times before settling. Heck, she might not settle on just one thing. Go for a few different things in case one thing didn’t work. That made more sense.

Plus she was going to get a dog. A friend of hers was going to help her pick one out. She needed a pet badly, she decided. A friendly dog that would make a good companion, that and look intimidating to anyone who didn’t know him. She can picture enjoying having a dog. For cuddling, playing, and the long walks she often takes after she’s done for the day. The idea does make her happy because sometimes she doesn’t want human company. Having a pet would give her that extra freedom. Plus, her friend did say the dogs were pretty cute.

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May. 3rd, 2007 10:44 pm
blindingtrust: (upset)
Well today I found a strange place called the Nexus.

I got some advice there. Lots of it good. I also gave some.

I also dscovered that Batman is real. So Gotham really does have a hero. It makes me happy. But it also brought out alot of hurt. It reminded me of Sheryl my old roommate from when I first came to Gotham. She was such a good friend and person.

God damn Joker. I really hate all of thoes villans. These madmen of this city. They make everything hurt. And I hate feeling this way.

Anyways, Nightwing seems nice. But I don't think I'll move n with my Uncle. I don't think Nightwing understands how much I need to be able to make it on my own. If I wanted to I could let my family take care of me. But I don't.

So I'll do little things to keep my freedom. Like cut them off from me emotionaly for a year. No contacting them unless I need to for some important reason. I'll show them I can be my own person. That I can do all these things on my own.

They'll be proud of me.

Also. I need a dog. I need a dog to feel safer and have a compaion at home. I'll need to do a bit of research first. I don't want a massive dog that I can't handle on my own.

Oh. And also? Must learn how to cook more food. Eating ramen all the time might make me fat or something. This may be difficult due to lack of eyesight. Should look into a cooking class where they won't mind a totally blind chick. Could be fun.

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